..close encounter . . . ..

oh my gooooooooooood!!!!!

cant just stand it having somebody you really really like just standing behind you. . .

i want to tell him, hey don't walk behind me, please walk beside me, so i can get a much better look at the merchandise . . .

i really like this guy a lot, i dont know why. . .

i dont want to assume things, but it seems he was waiting for me . . . ..

what i dont understand is why i cant gather up the courage to say a word or even just a HI! to him, or much simpler . . . a smile. . . .

Its like im just good at expressing myself when he is 5 feet away from me and cannot even hear a damn whisper i say . . . well i guess i am . . .

and another friggin thing that irritates me is he doesn't even say a word to me, when we are alone. . . . (we had a chance-encounter, more like for me a close-encounter, at the lift where from the 8th floor we were left to our own devices to the 11th floor)

i want him. . . . . . . and im gonna get him . . . . .

for you my blue-eyed-hunk-of-a-sex-machine. . . .

take me home . . . .. .

harharhar!!!!